Spark

I think I should blog more happen. Perhaps that’s the way to stave off the writer’s block and finish two-and-a-half course papers and do a slam dunk on the journal paper. Short, succinct thingpieces. Just enough to stave off ennui and the itching urge to check out facebook. Productivity is the need of the hour. As someone said two falls back, there’s no respite before tenure. it’s going to be a long, tough road and that’s exactly the beauty of it.

On a different note, I feel bad about deleting the old blogger blog. I don’t even have them ol’ posts backed up. Too much outrageous sophomoric stuff back there. But still, seller’s remorse if there’s any such thing.

Note to self: must finish the Ladakh travelogue. Next summer’s back to Ladakh trip is 8 months away and I haven’t been able to finish past year’s travelogue. It’s shameful. Blah.

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Memento

I wish you did not give up dancing. I never saw you professionally dance but I believe you’re the most talented young classical dancer India never had. It’s not flattery. This is what I believe.  I have spoken.

By the way, why does every girl in this photo except you seem like a huge bitch? Especially J in the left middle? What’s with dancers tending to be refined bitches anyway?

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September 28, 2001

Take me back. Someone, anyone.

 

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Why should I look back when a new era has already begun with new hopes and promises? No, I will not go back the past no matter how much your impulsive teen self want me to be. But we shall still sing to the tunes of Ben E. King’s Stand By Me. 

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Promises and Disappointments

I heard the most extraordinary love story the other day, straight out of the movies. Like a lot of love stories, the promise of the beginning never quite matched up to the hopes and expectations of everyday life. The farther the distance between the promises made and promises kept, greater the disappointment. My life is a series of disappointments. But as i wrote in my Higher Secondary english exam essay and i don’t know why i remember this, “life is a series of series of disappointments and failures and the only way to be a success in life is not to lose hope and never ever give up.” Been six years since then though it seems longer. We all need to move on. As I have moved on from you. I thought it would take longer but surprisingly it only took two months and I have never felt better.

That’s the best we could do in this mortal life. Never lose hope. Never give up. if you give up you would be doing a dis-service to yourself.  But that was quite a love story of cosmic coincidences, purple passion, long distance love and heartbreaking disappointments. I haven’t heard anything like it before. If only i were an amazing novelist a la Michael Ondaatje. But i do have a song that defines the tale. There’s always a Death Cab song that suits well to any given tale. Did I mention Transatlanticism is probably one of the awesomest songs written in the last decade? To think I went to India and missed the death Cab concert in Philly last month. Somebody, please shoot me.

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